Monday, January 27, 2014
This is my first entry, I have decided to write about what is going on in my life at this moment. I am a second year student at OU So far I love it here. However sometimes I feel overwhelmed with keeping up with my classes, I am full time and this semester I am feeling like I will be challenged. The English class I am taking if fun posting blogs however my logic and physiology I feel will be a lot of hard work. I know I can do it I just need to breath and relax and have faith in myself. When i feel that I cant do it that is when I wont, so i will looks at this as a challenge and push myself to do my best. I know it will be a lot of hard work and sacrifice but in the end with that degree in my hand I will look back at all the late nights and hard work and know that it was worth it. When you believe in yourself there is nothing that you cant do its when you throw in the towel that failure comes.
Today i am blogging about winter, when the wind blows and its super cold out i feel sad and down i don't want to go outside or do anything. When i see colors that are bright it makes me smile I cant wait for spring and to go outside and walk around it makes me feel happy. I think our moods are greatly affected by the weather when its cold we tend to hibernate and not want to do anything or go anywhere. I am counting down until spring I hate the cold and having to bundle up in layer just to go to the store it feels like such a chore just to go to the grocery store, I am sick of the snow and mess I hate the winter but I do love Michigan this is just a complaint to myself so I can read this next year and see what a crappy bad winter we had this year here is to hoping next winter inst as bad.
Homework this is a journal entry to remind myself not to be too overwhelmed. I know i am stressed this week with two exams and my brain cant think right now. I just want to push myself to do good once the exams are over I can breath for at least the weekend. I need to think of the big picture, passing the classes I need to focus and relax try not to let all of the studding affect me and freak out. I know this is all worth it in the end. Sometimes I just need to reflect and complain and then breath once the exams are done I am going to have fun this weekend.
I am sitting at my desk trying to figure out what my last journal entry should be, then I have come up with it balance. When i say balance I am talking about life and balancing everything. Some days I just want to stay in bed all day but I know that is not the right choice I have things to do laundry, cleaning pick up my son and school. Life has to be well balanced we can do fun things like laying in bed watching TV, but we also have to get up get dressed and do things we don't want to do like cleaning studding cooking and cleaning. Nothing would ever get done if everyone stayed in bed and did nothing we all have to do things we don't want to do but when we do get to relax and watch TV we cherish those moments so much more.